Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 10:24 PM
Whenever I say I miss you, I mean from the bottom of my heart to the top of my heart and out of my mouth.

The time now is 10.30. Lyw is not back yet, kidnapped(?) lost(?) It's late at night and I feels that it's suitable to write some dedications. Let's start w someone I knew, like many many years.

BB: She's definitely a bubbly & friend & chatty girl. Humourous too. She never fails to brighten up one's day. She may look strong on the outside. But I know its not the same for her inside. (don't misunderstand) She can be fragile in her heart. Well, not many can see that. Past two years, we were like the bestest of bestest friend. But now, something seemed to have happened @ the start of this year. We're not in the same classroom, not hanging out w each other frequently more, not having chats often ... Everything changes. We have our own friends. Or maybe she has her own friends. I can't blame her, ofcourse. She's just toooo friendly. Everytime we tried talking to each other, we'll say 'I miss you'. I guess not many friends do this. But, in my heart, I really do miss her. I still remember after school, we had lunch tgt w other friends. When the others went off, she left behind with me. Suddenly, I cried. I shared everything with her. I lent her shoulder. Wet her blouses. She doesn't mind. Gave me advices and cheered me up. I miss those badly. I miss us being bitchy about some other people. What had happened to us in the end? Is it my problem? Or yours? I wonder. If it's because of my relationship prob, I apologise. I willing to let go him abit and have you more. But we promised to try harder next year right? Promise. *hook lil pinky* I want us to be tgt always, be it recess/after school. I want someone to be waiting for me for lunch. I want someone I can turn to whenever I get bored after lessons. I want someone to joke with after school. I want to accompany a friend back home before heading to custom. I want to wait for someone @ the canteen. I want you, can I? I love you and I miss you more ...



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